Hurry.  Make me feel better.  I'm sad.

I feel like I haven't accomplished a thing in my life.

Damn it, "feel like" is not a correct phrase because the statement is actually very true.  What did I accomplish that was so significant?  Nothing.  Absolutely nothing.



Last thing I want is some stupid self-rationalization that will make me feel better.  "Well, I did translate that work for the prime minister of Korea, and the Minister of Environment, and the Minister of Land Sea and Maritime Affairs."  Or something like, "I spent 6 months in Mongolia helping out underprivileged children." 

nonononono.  Those are the moments in my life that shone just a bit.  If I were to die today, I don't want my life accomplishment to be that I translated a page of foreword in a book, regardless of who wrote the damn thing.

I need to begin my long term project.  Now.  I have no time to be depressed of my failed life so far. - that will only prolong the "failed" portion of my life.  I need to put my plans into action.  And I need to stop planning, and start acting.